Lately....

hmm...lately, i've been...aah...confused? or maybe not. i dunno!

haven't been feeling well, lately..and a bit unsure about something.

perhaps it's because of DBSK....OR! perhaps, it's because of this guy.

hmm... ..inlove?!

haha.

Well, I have this weird feeling, lately...-aaah, how should i put this..-

uhm...i've been ignoring DBSK for a week now. I dunno why...but after watching the "jejung.junsu.yuchun thanksgiving concert", i took a quick look at my desktop wallpaper (which is DBSK picture) and I was like..."Who are they?" you know, somethin' like that.

I'm feelin' like....the DBSK aura wasn't there anymore and it's almost as if they were just an illusion.

whenever i look at their picture, I don't see them as DBSK anymore, but just "junsu.jejung.yunho.changmin.yuchun". and I wonder why that is.

the situation's getting more and more painful for me to bear..knowing that they're doin' great. but not as a GROUP! and that really saddened me.

So i thought...I should just give up. that way, i don't have to shed tears any longer.

BUT!

since I skipped today's class, i have to stay home...and i didn't visit any DBSK-related sites because....i'm trying to ignore them, right?. and then, I was lookin' at my Please be Mine DVD collection...and guess what? "OH MY GOD SUN! I COULDN'T RESIST!" so i decided to watch it.

while watching it...I've come to realize that "I've fallen inlove with them, for the second time."

and said to myself .. "the memories they've shared together was just too many, and the days they spent together and they've been holding on to each other was just too long, that it can not be forgotten." and when the time comes that they miss those sweet old days, they'll be back into each other's arms and will stand, once again, as one and sing for us, Cassiopeia.

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!