The same old four walls...

here I am,
alone again, in this room
with no one to talk to
only music,
is left for me
to listen to...
and these same,
old four walls
to cover me.

I thought I've already
changed my way
of living...
but whenever I am left
alone in this
room,
the old me,
i cannot hide.

With these same,
old four walls...
I feel safe
though
in sadness.

can't hide
my tears...yet
it's always
been flowing
inside my heart...

Why can't you
see it?
Why can't you
feel it?

Don't you know
I've always been
longing for you...
always been
wanting you.

I may be
smiling
but
my million tears
you won't
ever notice...

You've
always been here
and yet
I miss you so badly...

Why
do you seem
so far away?

are these
four walls
always been
blocking me
so I
could not see
you?


Please,
Walls be gone...
I want to be
free, for once.
and live life
to it's fullest....


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